WOOOHOOO!!! Ello guys! So heres the deal, i wanna dye my hair navy blue black, something on those lines. Think i could rock it? Truth please!?!?! Also i need to get back into my story... I have some awesome ideas ahead, but the only problem is how to get back into something that you love but don't feel anything with it at the moment? Usually when i write, its to let out all of me. The things i can't express out loud with words. But i've been on mute in my head and heart or a while now, running on sleep deprivation and depression.
The only thing keeping this broken heart going being my friends Rosie, Michelle, and Marley and with a little help from my lovely cousins Aubrey and Lauren. And the truth being i know in my heart that i could dump everything out on them, but i just can't. I want to heal them, and i don't want healing from anyone... Perhaps love... But as you all know, no such luck. Again i lay on the floor crying my eyes out while images of her with another man run through my thoughts. And the worst part is... It's true. She does lie in the arms of someone else, someone who hurt my best friend and now me. I know that all my fears have come to life. And through these days, i live a lonely nightmare. Now, men and women have hurt me. And i'm beginning to realize anyone can hurt you.... And trust me, they will.
I shall someday fall into the arms of someones soul and heart, nothing more. Whether it be a male or female. Love is in the core of ones being, not in the mold of it's shape. And as the days have reached me, i have learned this to be true for friends and lovers. Shape shifting however, is something that loves likes to do to trick you. And you always have to be on the lookout for a shape shifter. Be warned and armed for the troubles of love. It's worth the fight i hear. Perhaps one day i'll win.
Anywho! On less depressing and personal matters, im putting up a chart soon of all of the characters so you won't get confused. And in it, some new twists and surprises. Hint time: One's loved from the past visit again, maybe for good. Some perish. Some are born. And some are lost. The plot thickens!
Any new ideas? Maybe your's will be in there! Tell me whacha think!